'I want to put this whole thing behind me'
ATLANTA -- Jamal Lewis walked into the room wearing an open-collared shirt, blue jeans and gleaming white sneakers. He brought along a new appreciation for his freedom.
No more wearing those drab prison duds. No more getting up at 4:30 in the morning. No more eating the same ol' thing day after day. No more feeling like someone is watching his every move.
"It wasn't easy," Lewis said Friday, a day after the Baltimore Ravens running back completed a four-month sentence at a federal prison camp in Florida.
"People say four months isn't that long. But when you're serving it day by day, you have a chance to reflect on the things that are important in your life."
Lewis is ready to get on with his life, having served the bulk of his sentence for a youthful mistake that cost him dearly. He pleaded guilty in October to using a cell phone to try to set up a drug deal in 2000, shortly after the Ravens picked him fifth overall in the NFL draft.
Lewis still has to complete two months in an Atlanta halfway house, which may prevent him from attending a Ravens mini-camp that begins June 13. But the worst is behind him.
|“||People say four months isn't that long. But when you're serving it day by day, you have a chance to reflect on the things that are important in your life. ”|
|— Jamal Lewis|
"It's good to be here," Lewis said at the opening of a news conference staged on the bottom floor of a high-rise hotel in his hometown. "I want to get back on the football field and do what I do best. I want to put this whole thing behind me."
He talked openly for a half-hour, discussing the drudgery of prison life, the state of his gimpy right ankle, and the loyalty of family, friends and teammates who visited him at the prison camp in Pensacola, Fla.
During his time behind bars, Lewis had to get up at 4:30 a.m. and work in the prison tool shop. He often cooked up his own meals in a microwave near his bunk. For the most part, he was treated like just another inmate.
"I'm not used to getting up that early in the morning to go to work," Lewis said, revealing the slightest of grins. "As soon as you wake up, they're watching your every move. There's no freedom. You don't get to eat what you want to eat. You don't get to move where you want to move.
"It wasn't about Jamal Lewis. You're just another number in prison."
He spent a lot time reading, lifting weights, rehabbing his ankle and talking with his fellow inmates, many of them serving time measured in years rather than months.
Their message was clear: "Just do your time."
Lewis hopes to use his own experience to teach youngsters a valuable lesson.
"Pick your friends wisely," he said. "Watch every move you make. I never knew that things could be that serious just from knowing somebody or talking to somebody."
The ankle injury caused Lewis to miss two games last season and led to surgery in January. The Ravens were concerned that their star player wouldn't get proper treatment in prison, but team officials were pleasantly surprised at his condition when he got out.
Now, they're eager to get him ready for the season.
"His rehab needs to be much more aggressive, and hopefully he'll be allowed to go at it that way," coach Brian Billick said. "But we'll respect whatever the courts ask Jamal to do."
Lewis said the ankle feels much better and he expects to be fully recovered — or close to it — when training camp begins. He showed no signs of the injury when entering the room for his news conference.
"The football season will seem like nothing now," Lewis said. "That's going to be a breeze after what I've been through."
He knows that some people will view him differently than they did before he went to prison.
"That comes with the territory," Lewis said. "I know I'll be looked at with a magnifying glass."
The running back hopes that any skeptics will be swayed by the way he took responsibility for his actions, even though the federal judge who sent him to prison conceded that prosecutors lacked a strong case.
"I did the time for what I did. I stood up for what I did. I did what the government asked me to do," Lewis said.
The Ravens never considered cutting him loose, even when he headed off to prison.
"Five years ago, I told you we had drafted a great running back out of Tennessee named Jamal Lewis, who was going to be an impact player on the field and the type of person we could be proud of," general manager Ozzie Newsome said. "Five years later, I've not changed what I thought about Jamal on that day."
Billick said it was the last time he would discuss Jamal Lewis, the convicted felon. From now on, it's all about Jamal Lewis, the running back who once rushed for 2,000 yards in a season.
"We want to put this behind us," Billick said. "He's paid his price."
Lewis' mother, Mary, visited her son every weekend. As a longtime employee of the Georgia Department of Corrections, it was especially tough to see her son caught up in the legal system. But she never lost faith that he would emerge from prison a better man.
"I love my sons unconditionally," Mary Lewis said. "This is a victory for me today. This is a victory for Jamal."
Copyright 2005 by The Associated Press
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