LUTZ, Fla. -- Tony Dungy blinked back tears, straining to
"Parents hug your kids every chance you get," he said. "Tell
them you love them every chance you get because you don't know when
it's going to be the last time."
The Indianapolis Colts coach buried his eldest son, James, on
Tuesday, lovingly recalling the 18-year-old who died in an apparent
suicide last week as a "mama's boy" with a "compassionate
heart." Someone who loved to smile and have fun.
Dungy spoke for nearly 20 minutes during an emotional two-hour
funeral service attended by NFL stars, past and present, league
officials, including commissioner Paul Tagliabue, the entire Colts
team and four other NFL head coaches -- Herman Edwards, Dennis
Green, Lovie Smith and Jack Del Rio -- along with University of
Washington coach Ty Willingham.
Dungy dabbed away tears at times, but his message throughout was
clear: His son was a "sweet young boy" who struggled with many of
the same issues as others his age.
"As he got a little older, like all teenagers, he was searching
for who that person was inside of him. Who he was going to be. ...
And like most of us, I think he went through a time as a teenager
that he wasn't sure his parents always had the best advice. He
wasn't sure that we always had his best interest at heart," the
"My daughter Tiara said it best the other day. She said: 'I
just wish he could have made it until he was 20. Because when
you're 17 or 18, sometimes the things you guys say to us don't
always make sense. ... When I got to 20, they started making sense
Tiara, the eldest of Dungy's five children, is 21.
Before leaving for the cemetery, Dungy made a brief statement
outside the church and, on behalf of his wife, Lauren, and family,
thanked friends and fans for their support.
"We loved our son very much, he loved us and we miss him
terribly. James was a good young man with a compassionate heart and
we were glad to have him for 18 years. ... God has him now for the
rest of eternity," he said.
Shortly before the service began, the Colts entered a side door
to the main auditorium of the 5,200-seat church, filed past the
open casket and took their seats to the right of the family
Dungy, with his right arm draped around his wife's shoulder, led
the family in and stood in front of the cherrywood casket to say a
final goodbye. The couple took seats in a pew a few feet away, then
watched solemnly as the lid was closed and the service began.
Dungy left the Colts last Thursday, the day his son was found,
and it remains uncertain when he will return.
A preliminary autopsy report indicated the teen took his own
life, but the exact cause of death won't be released until a
toxicology examination is completed in four to six weeks.
The coach addressed his players during the service, calling them
some of the greatest role models in the country and urging them to
reach out to young people.
"I want to urge you to continue being who you are because our
young boys in this country, they need to hear from you," he said.
"If anything, be bolder in who you are. Because our boys are
getting a lot of the wrong messages about what it means to be a man
in this world. About how you should act, and how you should dress,
and how you should talk, and how you should treat people. They
don't always get the right message, but you guys have the right
He also cautioned parents against taking their children for
granted. He recalled Thanksgiving, which was the last time he saw
his son, as the teen rushed off to the airport.
"I said, 'I'll see you later.' I didn't get to hug him. I knew
I'd see him again pretty soon, so it didn't really bother me very
much," Dungy said.
"We talked on the phone a lot the last few days. We're always
talking about what was going to happen. The last few days he was
saying -- as the guys on the team know he would -- he was saying:
'Dad, we're going to the Super Bowl, and when we do, will I be on
Dungy nearly broke down again, then finished his thought amid
"And I said: 'Yeah, man. You know the hard part is getting
there, but if we do, you know you're going to be on the field.' ...
But I never got to hug him again. That's one thing I'll always
think about and always remind people to do: Hug 'em every chance
The Colts arrived aboard six chartered buses carrying players,
coaches and staff. Quarterback Peyton Manning arrived separately.
Players from the Tampa Bay Buccaneers, whom Dungy coached for
six seasons, were among those present, along with owner Malcolm
Glazer, former general manager Rich McKay, now with the Atlanta Falcons, and former Buccaneer and Dungy neighbor Warren Sapp.
The coach even had kind words for Glazer, who fired him after
the Bucs lost in the first round of the playoffs in 2001. He
thanked the owner for taking time to help shape his son's life
while he was working in Tampa.
"We took a lot of bus rides to the airport. And he would sit on
the front seat," he said, referring to Glazer. "Every time Jamie
would come on, he would talk to him. He never talked to him about
football. He always talked to him about being a good son, and then
he'd talk to me about taking care of my boys and being a good dad --
every single trip we took."