"For the Wild to come out and tell me they wanted me, I can't
tell you the feelings I had," Hill said in a telephone interview
Friday, hours after finalizing a one-year deal with the Wild worth
$475,000. "I've played a lot of years in this league, and that
wasn't the way I wanted to go out."
The 37-year-old defenseman played for the New York Islanders
last season and was suspended hours before they were eliminated in
the first round of the playoffs by Buffalo on April 20. He became
the first NHL player to be suspended for violating the league's
drug policy. He received a 20-game suspension and will miss the
first 19 games of this season.
The Wild said Hill acknowledged using a doctor-prescribed
testosterone booster approved by the NHL, but tested positive for
the anabolic steroid boldenone, which is banned.
"We have talked to Sean at length, and he denies knowingly
taking any banned performance-enhancing substance," the Wild said
in a statement. "We also researched the situation and the
substance Sean tested positive for and found that boldenone can be
ingested inadvertently through health supplements and foods. We
cannot determine the source of Sean's test failure. However, we
believe Sean did not knowingly take any banned
Hill told the team he did not knowingly take boldenone and is
unsure how it got in his system. He maintained that stance on
"I don't have an explanation for it," Hill said. "I wish I
did. It would make my life a lot easier if I could put my finger on
At the time of Hill's suspension, Islanders GM Garth Snow said
the team supported the league's decision, saying the "New York
Islanders do not support the use of performance-enhancing agents in
Under the new collective bargaining agreement, a player receives
a 20-game suspension for a first positive test and is subject to a
mandatory referral to the league's substance abuse-behavioral
health program for evaluation, education and possible treatment.
Every NHL player can be given up to two tests without notice
every year, at any time.
Hill had one goal and 24 assists in 81 games for the Islanders
last season. The hard-nosed native of Duluth ranked third in the
NHL in hits and sixth in blocked shots.
Islanders goalie Rick DiPietro called Hill "one of our most
consistent defensemen all season, and an unbelievable character
Hill said he expected the Islanders to re-sign him when the
season concluded. But they never made an offer, and he was starting
to get nervous that the steroid stigma would scare other teams
away. He earned $600,000 during his only season with New York.
Looking for a big, physical presence on the blue line after
getting pushed around by Anaheim in their first-round playoff loss,
the Wild immediately began courting Hill when free agency began.
"I can't think of any better timing for it," Hill said. "To
be able to come home and play in front of family and friends, it's
An eighth-round pick of Montreal in the 1988 draft, Hill has
also played for Anaheim, Ottawa, Carolina, St. Louis and Florida.